Once again, now that I actually have time to breathe and notice what is going on around me, I find myself craving intellectual and artistic inspiration. I've never been one for really precise time management, so when the whirlwind that is work suddenly stops, I find myself feeling lost. What am I to do with all this free time now that I no longer need my blackberry super-glued to my hand? Sure, World of Warcraft is fun and all, but it isn't fulfilling the stimulation I need. I have ideas, lots of ideas, but feel dazed as to how to execute them. Not to mention my already short attention span feels shot to hell.
My main problem seems to be that I have mental lists of things I want to do and need to do, but no plan of action. Anytime I contemplate a plan, I feel frustrated immediately.
Maybe what I need is just a few days to recoup and get my thoughts in order. THEN perhaps I'll be able to relax and do something with my free time.