It would not be a stretch to say that this year started out a bit rocky. And by bit rocky, what I mean is that someone was enjoying a laugh at my expense. That's not to say it was all bad. I did have some really good moments and achievements, so I've stayed positive for the most part.
Lately though, I've been unable to get myself out of my stressed/panicky mode. I feel like my heart is racing a lot of the time, and I can't get to sleep normally. I guess I'm bracing myself for the next thing, but man, I'm driving myself crazy. I had been feeling pretty good earlier this year, but now I'm back to feeling run down and exhausted and just on edge a lot.
I really need to figure out how to relax and stop working myself up over nothing.